[Cross my Cross, cross my Life.]

Saturday, September 12, 2009

[A rant-ish post.]

Rant rant rant.
So many people complicating my life. As usual.
The same group of people. As usual.
Just like ummm... what, 3 years ago?
Yeah, always have to be them.
God, help.
I don't know.
Am I making the right decision?
Pure crappy life.

Unified in Praise.

9:45 PM

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

[Absolute Beauty.]

let yourself feel. from Esteban Diácono on Vimeo.

This is super awesome. So relaxing...

1:43 AM

Friday, June 5, 2009

[June hols suck.]

I'm getting overworked.
Seriously.
AYG, naggy chinese teachers,
outstanding chinese hw, project work,
homework all rolled into one HUGE bundle of freaking stress.
Hate it. HATE IT.

9:50 PM

Monday, May 11, 2009

[With my all, my everything.]

Today's worship experience was A.W.E.S.O.M.E.!
The song "with everything" totally rocks! Check it out in the video! (:

"Let hope rise.
Let darkness tremble
in Your Holy Light.
Jesus our God,
great and mighty to be praised."

WITH EVERYTHING.

And, God totally gave me a breakthrough in my Life.
I'm free from depression. Hallelujah.

1:28 AM

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

[School's getting boring! :/]

Finally, JC life begins to seem more and more routine!
I found it quite exciting and fun in the first term,
but now, its quite sucky. Maybe cause of the
'A' Div season that's just started, or maybe it's cause of my
utter disappointment in not being able to play in the
competition, after getting repeated false hope from my
coach. Wooohooooooooooo.....

Crap luh. Alot of things to do!
Waste-of-time volleyball competition, one.
June Charity Event, TCC, two.
Project Work PI Final Draft(CURSE THE FELLER WHO CAME UP WITH PW), three.
Homework that's piling up, four.(this is as usual -.-)
CAN! 24Hr Marathon on 29th May, five.
Study for the upcoing multitude of tests, six.
DSA Brochure, seven!
and that's just what came to my mind in the last 30 seconds.
So you can imagine how "relaxed" my life is now. -.-
I HAVE A STRAND OF WHITE HAIR! Haha!

God, please help me in this tough times as a J1 Student!
Amen.

1:08 AM

Saturday, April 18, 2009

[I'm baaaaaack.]

Woot woot woot!
Had some considerable fun today.
Actually, nah, it was quite a lot of fun la.
No, not training, there wasn't any today (THANK GOD!).
Me, kw, liangkai, jiehui and jamie went to school to
do up the noticeboard for our batch of SportsXcel people. (09/10 rocks!)
Doesn't sound fun righttt,
but, yeah it was... Just spent time crapping and
joking around with them, and bullying kw. Lol.

But, I was late like 1 and a half hours.
Went to buy materials for the board and made
a shocking discovery. One piece of plastic foam costs a whopping $1.60!
OUCH. Best still, cannot claim. Most likely.

Anyway, enough bout today.
've given up on volleyball!
Actually, just on being in the main 6.
I feel humiliated. I DSA into the school,
then get replaced by appeal students who're
my previous schoolmates. =.=
I miss Billy's setting! :(
I guess, anyone who I say that to while cursing my
rapid deprovement due to Janan's setting,
would think that I'm just blaming Janan
cause I don't want to face up to the fact that I'm just not
good. I guess there is that small sense of relief that
at least, I'm deproving due to a reason other than that.
But I still believe in what I've been cursing.
Cause I realise I can spike whenever Terence sets, but not when Janan sets.
(Those who are not vb players,
basically I'm creditting my deproving
to another player in my team)
Hard to adapt in volleyball. :(
Especially when you've been playing with the same
setter for four years, and is so glad that
he's coming to the same college as you for another 2 years,
just to find out that he can't come in the end.

People always say that when I play volleyball,
I become very serious, too serious.
Well, I guess its due to the fact that
I'm hyper-aware that when I lose a point,
I let down my entire team who's depending on me,
and who's worked so hard to get the ball to me.

Oh well. Too serious = too tense = lose ball = too serious = too tense =.....
Hahas. Break the cycle.

10:04 PM

Sunday, April 12, 2009

[OH EM GEEEE Last post: 2 MARCH!]

This is so freaaaking bad.
My last post was like.... a month ago?!
WOW.
See, shows you how BUSY life is in jc.
Anyway, for those poly friends of mine
who are gonna grin in my face because I said that,
WE HAVE LOWER TRANSPORTATION FARES! XD

Anyway, though I don't deny JC life
is really very fast-paced and stuff,
I don't regret coming to TJC at all.
Especially cause I'm in SPORTSXCEL 09/10!
Really really proud to be part of them.
And oh gosh. I have to get rid of imeem.
Or at least change the songs.
I know you all are like
"YESSS... CHANGE THE SONGS."
Fine. :D
I'll try. Hee.

Anyway,

I'm in there. Somewhere. :D See if you can find meeee!
Till then.

10:35 PM