[Cross my Cross, cross my Life.]

Saturday, February 21, 2009

[Cheered up with simple things. :D]

One of the things that cheer me up day to day is....
OG FOUR! :)) I think you guys are great and fun,
and the best is for us to be in each others company!

Tonight was quite fun, cause
OG 4 had dinner together! :D
Guess whereee? Fish & Co beside Park Mall!
Oh my gosh we all damn lame can.
Got like 3 strangers' birthday,
We sang for some guy named Joshua at another table!
Louise, a friend of mine had to ask one of the other 2
whether she looks like an indian because of a dare, (LOL)
and Anwar used a super-duper lame pick up line
on a F&Co waitress! The later two was cause of Truth and Dare. :D
Wanted to ask another guy to flag a cab, open the front door and
ask the taxi driver for the time. LMAO.
But we didn't luh. Not so bad.
Anyway just had lots and lots of fun.

Simple things like friends can really brighten up your depressing day.
But of course not as much as up there la.
But seems quiet for now. Hmmm, calm before a nice storm?
I wonder...

11:30 PM

Friday, February 20, 2009

[Something deeper.]

I am in depressed mode.
I just feel so down. Can't get out of it.
Hate it.... Dislike it.... Damn it.

Life sucks.
I'm getting more and more distant from my brother,
I'm becoming more and more introverted nowadays,
despite the usually-cheerful appearance.
At the end of the day, I still go back to feeling this down.
I kinda feel like crying, but what's the point.
My heart is so hard and cold.
Like I just don't have drive anymore.

Right now not very close to anyone.
It sucks not having anyone to confide in,
cause I don't feel comfortable with doing so with my family.
Oh yeah... I have Jesus right....
I guess my faith is at rock-bottom.
How ironic how I saved some people and now
they're doing better than me. Heh.

Geez. I seriously hate my complicated life.
I wish it could be so much simpler without certain
people in my life. Now I wish I had never met some of
them.

Now should I publish this post?
Ah... what the heck.
Read this and zip it.
Personal.
At least respect me.
Thanks. :/

11:29 PM

Thursday, February 19, 2009

[BLOG C.P.R!!!]

Oh gosh... I've let my blog down.
Temasek Junior College, people, in case you didn't know. :D
SOooooo fun! Orientation was the most fun I had in years.
Everyone's so much more spontaneous than in boring Xinmin. O_O
No offence, Xinmin! But JCs are so much more enthu, making them much more fun.
Where's the fun when you enthu alone? :D
OF COURSE I wasn't overboard in enthu-ness.
Anyway, my OG (Orientation Group) ROCKS! :)
Damn bonded. Woot! Now still going for lunch every wednesday after Contact Time.
Pro right... :DD

Okay, enough being so high. Time to rant.
Rant about?

1. Bio lectures.

The lecturers are so freaaaaking fassst! Like zzzzzzzip!
5 minutes = 5 pages of the notes done = covering of like 20 new terms and definitions!!
Sec school Biology is so damn slack can. =.=
And it's not only one lecturer.
Tday there was a new lecturer and she was exactly the same.
Lame.and.speed-of-light.
Oh yeah, the lame part right, the first lecturer was like:
"What's a cow on two legs?"
People in the back were like "JAMES!"
Laugh Laugh Laugh at Now-not-Stranger-James.
Lecturer:"LEAN BEEF!"
Laughter + Wahlaoooo.... + Cold SIA + Laugh Laugh + Oh my God + W.T.H... + Laughter.

Cow lying down?
Ground beef.

My face was like... - =""

2. Ranting on Time-Table.

Just looking at it makes me tired.
Avg. going-home time is like 4pm?
plus PDP is like reach home at 9-10pm.
Close your mouth, flies may fly in, or mozzies may make your tongue inflated.

3. Mozzies = dumb bugs that infect people.

3 members of my family are down my dengue.
My two cousins and my auntie.
Christians, please pray for them..
My aunt is Amy, and my two cousins are Christina and Jessica.
Pray for God's miraculous healing hand to cure them and protect them.

4. Volleyball Team STRESS.

I'm kinda sian about volleyball now.
My team is too quiet, way too quiet.
The whole team becomes a mess during matches,
we don't pull ourselves up by cheering each other on when we're losing,
we don't have that desire to really improve,
we keep changing formations.
Trust me, this sucks.
Oh well, have faith in God. I just have to keep praying that the team will pull through.
GO TJC VB!

Okay. all done with ranting and stuff.
Congratulations to Andrea, now in TJC, used to be from 405, for Best Speaker Award in the Debate Competition!
If you guys see him, congratulate him hor!

11:29 PM