[Cross my Cross, cross my Life.]

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Friday, February 20, 2009

[Something deeper.]

I am in depressed mode.
I just feel so down. Can't get out of it.
Hate it.... Dislike it.... Damn it.

Life sucks.
I'm getting more and more distant from my brother,
I'm becoming more and more introverted nowadays,
despite the usually-cheerful appearance.
At the end of the day, I still go back to feeling this down.
I kinda feel like crying, but what's the point.
My heart is so hard and cold.
Like I just don't have drive anymore.

Right now not very close to anyone.
It sucks not having anyone to confide in,
cause I don't feel comfortable with doing so with my family.
Oh yeah... I have Jesus right....
I guess my faith is at rock-bottom.
How ironic how I saved some people and now
they're doing better than me. Heh.

Geez. I seriously hate my complicated life.
I wish it could be so much simpler without certain
people in my life. Now I wish I had never met some of
them.

Now should I publish this post?
Ah... what the heck.
Read this and zip it.
Personal.
At least respect me.
Thanks. :/

11:29 PM

About me

Jeremy, Jem!
16/01/1992
Volleyball!
jeremy_law16@hotmail.com

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Singapore's my home now. It doesn't matter where I was from or where my parents are. I'll always be here. My God, family and my friends, they make up my life, and that will never change.

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